Currently Listening Decemberunderground By AFI #11 forgot what its called see related

Howdy...
alrighty so life has been pretty great latlly..

I have been working alot... & I bought My first car not the Scion like I really really wanted but my Dream Truck... Its a Chevy short bed 1989 its gray... It needs some alot of stuff done till it will look like I want it too.. one day it will be a show truck... Lets see other then that I am no longer a single Girl... I have a Great Boyfriend who treats me great & puts up with me in generel so you know he's a great guy just from that...tehe I am alot to handle sometimes.... But yeah lifes been pretty good besides work but gotta have something to pay the bills right...

Umm lets see.... oh yeah about two weeks ago my dog turbo bit the end of his tale off... & $500.00 later he is doing ok... I thought that I might loss him there for a second cause he was lossing alot of blood but the vet fixed him up... well at least they better have for $500.00...
my nephew started 1st grade... crazy kid!!!

Hopefully I will be getting a better job sometime soon... I take the behind the wheel for my DL on Sep 12th... Cross your fingers & wish me luck...!!! So then if i pass I'll be able to travel to & from a job better... My poor mom has to run me everywhere...

Oh yeah & over this past weekend I was a brides maid in my best friend aimees Wedding... funness... I wish Aimee & Jason The most of luck, love & Happyness...

well I hope all is well where ever you are....
~later~
~Ashelles~

Currently Listening Scenic By Denver Harbor #3 & #12 = LOVE see related

My Crazy life as of late.....

Hello... People... Whats Happenin??
Well Life is what has been happenin too me... 1st Off I got a 2nd Job I work at a place called Dexter Dogs!! Exciting I Know... 2nd I Just got my wisdom teeth RIPPED OUT OF MY SKULL!!! & I didnt like it too much... 3rd Im Saving for a Car (reason for the 2nd job) I am going to be getting A Scion XB One of the toster Cars... I will be getting a 2006 in Green... I cant wait!!! 4th I guess I should get my drivers license!?!??!!!!...
Hmm I dont know life has Felt diffrent lately I cant exactly put my finger on one thing thats diffrent but its something... I feel alot older for some reason...

I guess thats about it for right know

Laters...
~Ashelles~

Currently Listening Wasting Time By Mest The Hole CD ROCKS!!! see related

GOOD GOD!!!!!!!
It's been forever....
Well at the moment I am on a Family Vacation in Angels Camp/Bear Valley area I'm having Great fun & loving that I am not at work...

I'll write about my trip & other stuff thats been happening later...

but I do have to tell you that tonight My mom & I went & saw "When A Stranger Calls" At the local theater & the tickets Where only $4.00 per person I was in shock I have NEVER seen a movie for that Cheap that is unless I sneak in cause then its FREE!!!!

Well till later
~Ashelles~

Currently Listening The Rising Tied By Fort Minor # 4 & #6 see related

I finally got paid today Im happy cause now I can finish my christmas shopping.... Tomorrow is a Movie with the Fam & then shopping.... Today I worked & tomorrow Is FINALLY my day off I can't wait but then Its another 6 days in a row of work, work, work & more work.... Tonight I hung with Tony he was kinda down & he called me up & was like "what are you doing" & I was doing nothing like always... So he asked if we could go pick him up & maybe eat... When we got to his work Alex was out front That boy is soooo funny I started messin with him & I dont think that the girls he was talking to liked it.... So then Tony got in the car & he was upset it was very obvious.... It made me Sad... so we went to Taco Bell.... Ate cheered him up some.... & then I was stupid & told him that if he wanted he could drive us out on Empire Mines Rd.... Which is a very dark very creepy road that I hate cause it scares me to death.... But it makes Tony laugh when Im scared & I hate seeing him sad so I was willing to be scared if it would at least make him smile which it did.... after that we dropped him off at home & he thanked us for cheering him up... I dont know Im still SOOOOO CONFUSED.....

I guess life is just Confusing....

~Ashelles~

Currently Listening Final Straw By Snow Patrol Final Straw..... see related

So the other night I hung out with Tony..... & now after coming on here & reading what I wrote the other day I feel as though I need clear the air & make some of my true feelings known.... The other Night I wrote that I like him but I thought nothing good could come of it...... Well I was kinda of upset & truth be told I see something & I think it scares me because I dont know what could or would happen  especailly with Tony he is very confusing to me I dont know if I want to hug him or slap him...... its like one second he is acting like I am the only person he can see & then within two more seconds he is completly ignoring me like Im invisiable.... Plus yes he may have said that he can offer me friendship nothing more nothing less... but alot of times when I look at him its like he is hurting & wanting to say something or do something to show me how he truely feels.... The other Night I was hanging out with Alex & I relized how much Tony & I are not just friends.... Because when I was around Alex it was just laughs & fun & I was'nt thinking about what I was Saying or how I was acting.... & I always think about those things when I am around Tony....

Plain & Simpley I am just scared by this situation 
CA Seems great & perfect but maybe it only seems that way because its not right here staring me in the face...... Like Tony Is.....

Anyways I truely don't know if Tony is ready & or willing to Handle what I could offer him....